I'm not trying to question our fate to be together, but I still wonder how we ended up as a couple after a long time. Just imagine how many people we could have met before we saw each other again, how a million things could have happened that would hinder this second chance, and how fast the time flies which would have let that moment slip away in a snap. It seems like a fantasy to think how one's life can be affected by a tiny change in time. What if I didn't send you that friend request, will we be given that second chance? What if you weren't online for days and you didn't see my request, will you still be interested in me? What if I decided to deactivate my account that time, will our fate find another way to let us talk to each other again?
Love's a mystery. Stories about love may seem so clear at first, but when you look through it, there are too many questions you know only God can answer. I know nothing about my fate, whether I'll know my soulmate at age 21 or I'll get married with the same man at 26. I just follow God's plan for me. I may have doubted Him for so many times, but this time, I know He's finally giving me the few people I can keep for a lifetime.
The way we met again is a mystery none of us can solve. But it amazes me every time I try to think how God wants our love story to be like. It seems complicated because unlike other stories, we had to go through tough trials and stubborn people. They say it's the journey that counts. Well, not with our love story, at least in the first part. I didn't like the journey primarily because we had to be apart. In that chapter of our story, I just liked the destination of our journey, and that's being with you again.
This is only the beginning of another chapter in our love story. I know we're stronger than before. We don't have to separate again baby. We'll always be together no matter how difficult the circumstances are. No one's gonna leave each other. And that's a vow we made the moment we said I love you, okay? I swear I'll never break your heart again. I love you, Von. You're the answer to my prayers. <3
Thursday, February 26, 2015
Monday, February 23, 2015
The First and Only Time I Fell in Love
I can't thank you enough for everything you've done in a very short time. I don't know how to thank you for being such a good boyfriend to me. You never fail to make me smile everyday. I'm not exaggerating things since you came into my life again. It's the truth, I'm so happy every single day. And this means so much to me. Having you here in my heart, making me the luckiest girl on the planet, is a dream come true and an answered prayer. In case you don't know how much this means to me, let me tell you two things...
First, I've been telling this a lot of times, but this is actually the first time it felt so true, that I'm undoubtedly in love with a man who's more in love with me. This is the first time I'm getting goose bumps and butterflies in my stomach at the same time while telling people how much I love you. I know you're feeling the same, and everything feels like the first and the only time you fell in love, right?
Second, I've heard the same words before, but everything you say now sounds so new, like they're repeating every single day, and I'm feeling the same happiness I felt the first time I heard it. I've heard I love you perhaps a thousand times, but yours is so different. It's my ultimate favorite music of all time, that I can listen to your I love you's every second without getting tired. And everything else you say, it's just so magical. Everything feels like the first time -- everyday!
What makes everything you do more magical is how it makes me more happier today than yesterday. And I really feel it's going to be like that till we get old. So by the time we're 90s, I'm gonna be a zillion times happier than today. :)
I hope you also feel how much I love you, the same way I feel loved by you. Your love is so sweet and strong at the same time, that you're both my weakness and strength. You've been turning my world upside down, but it's not the bad love people usually get from the wrong people. I know I'm with the right person now, and we're both getting the good love we deserve, because everything feels so right. I can't further explain how I exactly feel about this, but one thing's for sure...
I'm going to love you till we both get wrinkles and white hair. I'll still tell you you're handsome despite poor eyesight due to old age. I'm going to stand by your side despite the weakness of my bones. My heart will beat only for you till it stops beating. I was born to love you, and I'm going to die loving you.
I love you so much baby. Thank you for not making me cry for so much pain.
First, I've been telling this a lot of times, but this is actually the first time it felt so true, that I'm undoubtedly in love with a man who's more in love with me. This is the first time I'm getting goose bumps and butterflies in my stomach at the same time while telling people how much I love you. I know you're feeling the same, and everything feels like the first and the only time you fell in love, right?
Second, I've heard the same words before, but everything you say now sounds so new, like they're repeating every single day, and I'm feeling the same happiness I felt the first time I heard it. I've heard I love you perhaps a thousand times, but yours is so different. It's my ultimate favorite music of all time, that I can listen to your I love you's every second without getting tired. And everything else you say, it's just so magical. Everything feels like the first time -- everyday!
What makes everything you do more magical is how it makes me more happier today than yesterday. And I really feel it's going to be like that till we get old. So by the time we're 90s, I'm gonna be a zillion times happier than today. :)
I hope you also feel how much I love you, the same way I feel loved by you. Your love is so sweet and strong at the same time, that you're both my weakness and strength. You've been turning my world upside down, but it's not the bad love people usually get from the wrong people. I know I'm with the right person now, and we're both getting the good love we deserve, because everything feels so right. I can't further explain how I exactly feel about this, but one thing's for sure...
I'm going to love you till we both get wrinkles and white hair. I'll still tell you you're handsome despite poor eyesight due to old age. I'm going to stand by your side despite the weakness of my bones. My heart will beat only for you till it stops beating. I was born to love you, and I'm going to die loving you.
I love you so much baby. Thank you for not making me cry for so much pain.
Friday, February 20, 2015
First Love
You are that first sunlight at dawn,
The light that tells me the darkness is over,
With your warmth against my chest,
I am filled with hope I'll be sorrowful never.
You are that first drop of water in the shower,
That as you flow through my entire flesh,
My body is refreshed, my heart is cleansed,
You take away the pain of yesterday's regrets.
You are that first sip of coffee in the morning,
Your heat keeps my soul awakened,
You open my eyes to a new day ahead,
And leave all my last night's thoughts in bed.
You are that first look out the window,
That lets me see what's waiting for me,
Outside there's the harsh reality,
Today's another chance to live and let it be.
You are that first bite of food in breakfast,
That fuels my body with enough power,
To seize the day, make things happen,
To forget the past that had left me broken.
You are that first song in the playlist,
The tune that gets me dancing alone,
Cheers me up as I start this new day,
Sings to me, 'You are not on your own.'
Oh Von, can't you see?
You are the first thing on my mind.
I've never had such a lovely man like you,
Who doesn't see what's been behind.
You are that first love I've ever had,
Who turns my fantasies into reality,
Gives me the kind of love I long to feel,
And makes me the best person I can be.
This I promise now and forever,
No matter how many storms will arrive,
I'll stay with you through whatever,
Von, you are the last man I will ever love.
The light that tells me the darkness is over,
With your warmth against my chest,
I am filled with hope I'll be sorrowful never.
You are that first drop of water in the shower,
That as you flow through my entire flesh,
My body is refreshed, my heart is cleansed,
You take away the pain of yesterday's regrets.
You are that first sip of coffee in the morning,
Your heat keeps my soul awakened,
You open my eyes to a new day ahead,
And leave all my last night's thoughts in bed.
You are that first look out the window,
That lets me see what's waiting for me,
Outside there's the harsh reality,
Today's another chance to live and let it be.
You are that first bite of food in breakfast,
That fuels my body with enough power,
To seize the day, make things happen,
To forget the past that had left me broken.
You are that first song in the playlist,
The tune that gets me dancing alone,
Cheers me up as I start this new day,
Sings to me, 'You are not on your own.'
Oh Von, can't you see?
You are the first thing on my mind.
I've never had such a lovely man like you,
Who doesn't see what's been behind.
You are that first love I've ever had,
Who turns my fantasies into reality,
Gives me the kind of love I long to feel,
And makes me the best person I can be.
This I promise now and forever,
No matter how many storms will arrive,
I'll stay with you through whatever,
Von, you are the last man I will ever love.
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